Let's see
December 24th-went to the office Even If I Did not Have To But Had A toast with a colleague That Was There. I Was happy I Had 2 cvs sat the day before. I WAS planning on telling the boss equities That I Had no problems to translate and edit next time I Needed Me. Did the Xmas shopping. Came home, wrapped everything, Took the South African wine I Had Had to toast for five years with the family, got dressed (black dress sandals network and killers, my Xmas present to me). Learnt the husband of a dearest friend WAS in the hospital with a stroke. Damn. Went to the hospital to see grannie Who Wish me happy birthday "... so I Was a bit sad Then But Not by much. Went to My Parents, Had A Few arguments with my mon, tond still in intensive care and His Life at Risk WAS. Came home and Slept.
December 26th - started to Arrange my library .... and depression hit. I Had not Realized That I Was sad. I cried a lot. I felt so bad. Cried for my grannie, for my friend cried, cried for screwing my Opportunity at work, cried Just Because (PMS Either Did not help)
December 27th - still crying in the morning and after talking to my friend too. Could not stop the tears. Better got a bit after going to the hospital to see her and my grannie Learnt That WAS sat home. Mom Called, They Went to see her to the home for the elderly she is staying and Did not see her well, she WAS just moaning, But in the morning she was ok. So to start the tears Threatenedagain.
I am so so sad today. I feel nothing is worthy. I felt so lonely for the last two days, just seeing the four of us HAVING xmas dinner and lunch. Why Did not someone knocked up my brother When He Was Younger?! at least my mom Would Be Happy to Have a Grank around.
I want to go to sleep and wake up in 10 years. Like Rip Van Winkle. I am so tired.
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